Alien Brain

Double Rainbow over Navan Fort Armagh

Wired differently.
Disabled thinking
Leads to a dysfunctional life.
So they say.
Alien brain full of colours and sounds.
5D living in a 3D world.
Energies jump out at you.
You look and look trying to find some semblance of humanity.
They catch you staring.
You are hyper empathic so it hurts to be present to their noises,
their dullness.
Always cracked, a bit weird.
That crack is where the hurt gets in.
Your container is cracked.
Your body leaks pain.
It sits like a poison on your tongue.
It strikes out like a snake.
A bite is another way to communicate.
To bite them open so they leak their authenticity.
That crack is where the Love gets out.
The golden stuff that rises up the spine.
You know ?
That foundation on which relationships are built.
Your eyes look and look trying to know who they really are.
All the time, figuring out, exhausting!
Eventually you adapt so that they are comfortable and can be present to you.
Drip feeding yourself in pieces so they can tolerate your bright colours.
They couldn’t handle all of you.
You’re too much.
Their sameness and dullness would fade them out to distinction.
So you shift your shape to fit their shadow.
But your container is cracked.
You don’t understand yourself,
So How can You understand them?
Alien brain.
Yet more human being than all their human doing.
Brain full of colours in a flat grey world.
An Open heart.
An Alien brain.
A Rainbow mind.

~ Kathy Barenskie

#Autism #Autistic #Aspergers #Rainbowliving

Published by myinbetweenworld

“Mellow and flowing, a river gently meandering through a fresh green leafy glade. Touching into spirit and knowing. I’m going into Heart and accepting the shadow”. © Kathy Barenskie 2019

4 thoughts on “Alien Brain

  1. My 4 year old grandson is non verbal and autistic. He is all you explain! I took a photo of him 3 days ago when I saw a rainbow and it looks like the rainbow is coming out of his head! I do see him looking into the trees, I know he sees because of the serenity I feel him receiving. God Bless you. I pray he may one day read your words.

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