She could feel it watching her from amongst the crowd of mingling jostling people. Even with all the loudness and busyness and rushing about. She could still feel it’s eyes boring deep into her very soul.

She did her best to make herself small, calling back her energies into her solar plexus. In this way her light was contained within the boundary of the Manipura. She knew this would work for her because she believed it to be so. She felt it’s eyes pass over her, now not seeing the brightness of her soul anymore. It had lost her scent. She was free to move past it and go on her way unchallenged. The light of her soul intact and safe. ❤️

“The Spectre

Waiting, always waiting
For something…
Feeling an emptiness.
Hungry, always a hunger.
Seeking fulfilment in the
Next craving satisfied.
A hole of blackness.
Located deep in the centre of a belly.
Nothing can fill that.
Nothing on this earth.”

~ Kathy Barenskie

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Published by myinbetweenworld

“Mellow and flowing, a river gently meandering through a fresh green leafy glade. Touching into spirit and knowing. I’m going into Heart and accepting the shadow”. © Kathy Barenskie 2019

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