Sudden Endings
I lost a friend to suicide in 2020. We had drifted apart a good many years. However, the year before he died, he had contacted me for advice. He was going through something that caused him to question his role in life. He knew some of my own story, and wanted to know how I…
Black Water
The power of water is immense. When you think of it, approximately 70% of our cells are composed of water, 90% of plant life is made from water. French Immunologist, Jacques Benveniste in 1988. while experimenting discovered that water can retain a memory of the molecular properties of any substance it once contained. Dr. Masaru…
Full Moon in Libra ♎️
28th March I love the energies coming with this Full moon. Libra energies are Harmony, balance, justice. (Basically) The Divine Feminine is enveloping the whole planet. For thousands of years we have been in masculine dominant energies, now the Earth herself is shifting into Feminine dominant energies. Can you feel it? Everything in my life…
Ostara 2021
“Spring Equinox You know it’s Ostara when the daffodils come. The warming Earth pushing daffodils as sun kissed stars, up until spread in a yellow haze all around. The wind blows gentle breezes, caressing you with silky fingers to strip you of your coat. The sun stays a while longer before resting, sinking into the…
Machas Lament
These times are challenging for everyone. I don’t know how it’s going to play out. Or what the agenda is? Or if there is an agenda? Maybe the whole world leaders are just bumbling along, as to all intents and purposes they seem to be. What keeps me at a healthy level of insanity is…
Ever Decreasing Circles
Sitting by the river, watching the ripples growing bigger and expanding outwards. Eyes growing heavy until they close. No longer in my body. Feeling my energies growing and expanding out, spilling into the cold blackness of the icy waters. The vastness of my Being incorporating everything around me, until I merge into oneness with everything…
Spectre
She could feel it watching her from amongst the crowd of mingling jostling people. Even with all the loudness and busyness and rushing about. She could still feel it’s eyes boring deep into her very soul. She did her best to make herself small, calling back her energies into her solar plexus. In this way…
A Ghostly Intuition
What is it like to have to be highly intuitive? Ooohhhh on so many levels it’s difficult. It changes on a daily basis. Some days better than others. Colours can have sounds and become textured. Other days the same colours remain flat. Sounds are also weird. One day I was out walking my dog and…
Pasteurised White
“I don’t know anything about being a person of colour.I’m a white woman.So white, my veins show blue up under my white skin.I don’t know anything about being seen as a dark cloud that stands out in a sky of white milky nothingness, treated like a dirty stain. I have an education, access to a…
Holding Authentic
What’s it take to hold authentic in this world today? My daughter and I went to the shops. I met an acquaintance there, a woman who I knew had been actively suicidal a few years back. She was so unhappy with her life, her marriage, her lot as it were. That time I worked with…
Silent Tsunami
I’m not actually trying to be hurtful. If you are offended then look to what this is triggering in you. I make no apologies. There is no frontline. When you actually take the time to think for yourself about it, yes there are essential and key workers. These people have been fortunate enough to keep…
Being a Shapeshifter
I could spend all day lost in the recesses of my mind. Thinking 🤔. Working things out, or trying too. Falling asleep, eating, reading, listening to beautiful music, creating my kind of Art, thinking 🤔, working things out, or just spend a day alone thinking, thinking, thinking…. Endless cycles of nothingness. Friends ask, “what do…
In Memoriam
In Memoriam I’m remembering more of my past lifetimes. In my childhood they came in my Dreamtime. Now they are cemented in memory. There must be some kind of protection with each rebirth when we jump, fall or choose the next life, that we forget the previous. It’s a gift to me I feel. A…
The Creaking Floorboard
These endless, nameless days of being locked down, locked out, locked in, they’re playing havoc with my unconscious mind. My dreams are coming to the surface, mingling with reality. Memories of a childhood, long since resolved in many a therapists uncomfortable chair, are beginning to haunt me again. Popping into my dusty mind like a…
Death Again
How many times do we die in a lifetime? Osho said we die with every out breath. Think about that one. I like that. It means that every breath allows each of us an opportunity to begin again. Sometimes I meet people that I really admire. My Autistic nature leaves me somewhat naive at times…
Don’t Sweat the Small Stuff
I see many wonderful things going on. The usual community heroes facing up to the covid-19 challenges and helping those deemed less fortunate.Fund raising, donations, delivering food parcels, etc etc..On a Thursday night I hear fireworks and hoorays and clapping for the NHS and the Careworkers. Granny’s making masks and companies turning production to producing…
Ascension Rescindment
Oh my goodness! These days are strange. Every other day on social media there are posts about signs of ascension into a fifth dimensional world. The same people share these posts again and again. I would have hoped they would have made more progress by now.Reaching high into a consciousness without a grounding into their…
Autism as my Superpower. Shamanism as my Healer.
As a child I was always on the outside looking into other people’s realities, while being locked inside my own special world.My dreams would take me on adventures where Dreamtime blended with reality until I didn’t know what was what. I would see tall, glimmery white beautiful people in the trees and sunshine and waters…
Alien Brain
Wired differently.Disabled thinkingLeads to a dysfunctional life.So they say.Alien brain full of colours and sounds.5D living in a 3D world.Energies jump out at you.You look and look trying to find some semblance of humanity.They catch you staring.You are hyper empathic so it hurts to be present to their noises,their dullness.Always cracked, a bit weird.That crack…
All Things Executive
Just so you know: The Executive Function is an ability we all have in our cognitive processes. It helps a person to know when and how to start or delay reactions to the environment, and to shift and sustain attention in order to prioritise the reactions.And …It is the ability to plan, organize and manage…
A Place to Live
Being an autistic woman, I have made many wrong choices in life, mostly out of a naive ambiguity. None more challenging than where I now live. In the past I have built a house and sold it. Owned a 4 floor Georgian Mansion and lost it. And now I reside in a council maisonette. It’s…
Enter the Flow
Religion hasn’t worked for me. I was brought up a Roman Catholic in war torn Northern Ireland. I’m not talking politics here but the practice of organised worship of God. Every Sunday we went to Mass. My Mother once told me that a priest could never sin, no matter what he did. My heart could…
Created in Quarantine
Woke up feeling stuck. My mind was literally ‘sore’. The sun was shining yet it was cold. I opened the windows in the house thinking maybe the fresh air would clear my head. Didn’t work. I ate rubbish food that only resulted in me feeling heavy. So I took out my acrylics and began to…
Separation
I usually avoid groups of people.It’s exhausting trying to figure people out. Constantly wondering:“what did s/he mean by saying that?”“What is the proper response to that?”“Does that mean s/he likes me?”You can see my dilemma. Yet when Lockdown was announced it felt like an infringement against my basic human rights. All of a sudden I…
End of Everything
End of the worldI don’t think so. 🤔January started bleak with the bombing in Iraq. The Amazon had been on fire for weeks. Then Australia was on fire, with pictures on tv of animals burning alive. No more talking of the Amazon. Currently in April, it’s Covid19 and isolation and all the conspiracy theories around…
Alien Brain
Wired differently.Disabled thinkingLeads to a dysfunctional life.So they say.Alien brain full of colours and sounds.5D living in a 3D world.Energies jump out at you.You look and look trying to find some semblance of humanity.They catch you staring.You are hyper empathic so it hurts to be present to their noises,their dullness.Always cracked, a bit weird.That crack…
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