Ever Decreasing Circles

Sitting by the river, watching the ripples growing bigger and expanding outwards. Eyes growing heavy until they close. No longer in my body. Feeling my energies growing and expanding out, spilling into the cold blackness of the icy waters. The vastness of my Being incorporating everything around me, until I merge into oneness with everythingContinue reading “Ever Decreasing Circles”

Being a Shapeshifter

I could spend all day lost in the recesses of my mind. Thinking 🤔. Working things out, or trying too. Falling asleep, eating, reading, listening to beautiful music, creating my kind of Art, thinking 🤔, working things out, or just spend a day alone thinking, thinking, thinking…. Endless cycles of nothingness. Friends ask, “what doContinue reading “Being a Shapeshifter”

The Creaking Floorboard

These endless, nameless days of being locked down, locked out, locked in, they’re playing havoc with my unconscious mind. My dreams are coming to the surface, mingling with reality. Memories of a childhood, long since resolved in many a therapists uncomfortable chair, are beginning to haunt me again. Popping into my dusty mind like aContinue reading “The Creaking Floorboard”

Don’t Sweat the Small Stuff

I see many wonderful things going on. The usual community heroes facing up to the covid-19 challenges and helping those deemed less fortunate.Fund raising, donations, delivering food parcels, etc etc..On a Thursday night I hear fireworks and hoorays and clapping for the NHS and the Careworkers. Granny’s making masks and companies turning production to producingContinue reading “Don’t Sweat the Small Stuff”

Ascension Rescindment

Oh my goodness! These days are strange. Every other day on social media there are posts about signs of ascension into a fifth dimensional world. The same people share these posts again and again. I would have hoped they would have made more progress by now.Reaching high into a consciousness without a grounding into theirContinue reading “Ascension Rescindment”

Autism as my Superpower. Shamanism as my Healer.

As a child I was always on the outside looking into other people’s realities, while being locked inside my own special world.My dreams would take me on adventures where Dreamtime blended with reality until I didn’t know what was what. I would see tall, glimmery white beautiful people in the trees and sunshine and watersContinue reading “Autism as my Superpower. Shamanism as my Healer.”

Alien Brain

Wired differently.Disabled thinkingLeads to a dysfunctional life.So they say.Alien brain full of colours and sounds.5D living in a 3D world.Energies jump out at you.You look and look trying to find some semblance of humanity.They catch you staring.You are hyper empathic so it hurts to be present to their noises,their dullness.Always cracked, a bit weird.That crackContinue reading “Alien Brain”

Separation

I usually avoid groups of people.It’s exhausting trying to figure people out. Constantly wondering:“what did s/he mean by saying that?”“What is the proper response to that?”“Does that mean s/he likes me?”You can see my dilemma. Yet when Lockdown was announced it felt like an infringement against my basic human rights. All of a sudden IContinue reading “Separation”

Alien Brain

Wired differently.Disabled thinkingLeads to a dysfunctional life.So they say.Alien brain full of colours and sounds.5D living in a 3D world.Energies jump out at you.You look and look trying to find some semblance of humanity.They catch you staring.You are hyper empathic so it hurts to be present to their noises,their dullness.Always cracked, a bit weird.That crackContinue reading “Alien Brain”